Sunday, November 26, 2006

haha long time no see.. lol.. came here to fix smth up in the skin.. haha.. getting old for this havoc of changing the skin all over again.. haha.. so call me a girl if ya want.. i cant be bothered anymore.. haha..

how time flies.. after my As i was almost albeit immediately whisked away to the glorious new chalets of the army life.. i enlisted on the 021205.. which was what seemed like a long long time..

BMT was one of my most memorable time.. i had the determination to finish everything as a platoon and thats where we had done everything together.. i mean i had people over 21 and i'm just 18 years old.. but it had not mattered at all..

then SISPEC, honestly i was adamant abt going there.. well it seems like i could have gone to OCS if it wasnt for my dismal results in As.. so well.. there i went to pasir laba camp(himbo moment: pasir laba so far!! you know its like to boon lay from my suburb of hougang!! i go already so tired!! end himbo moment). i had a fun time with my echo platoon 4 although i had to take four levels to my bunk, but well.. its over.

now the 1st Military Battalion, where i'll most likely spend the rest of my army life with.. its a bummer yes, to be so uber far from my home(still in pasir laba!!) but well, i met many gd men there.. a whole year and half of the chapter of my army life is almost finished..

as i think back.. had i regretted anything in this army life so far? i doubt not.. it had got me fit and less fat(although i'm still pudgy). but well i wanna just do this and scoot off to my next aussie chapter..


yeah my cell group's bloggy is up! http://www.beloved-hg2t.blogspot.com/
look out for some updates about how we read and understand the bible!

...HaHa~IdioT

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the world today....
Sunday, August 28, 2005

the world today is insane. Nobody is the son of God. i said "nobody", because the son of God is eternal and is now residing in the right hand of God in Heaven. There was no record of an kingdom of grace or a kingdom of glory in the Bible. "kingdom" does not signify Heaven.

sorry... so pissed that someone is proclaiming himself to be the son of God, when i know is not true and has blasphemed. i know i have not studied the bible as much as others, but i know that the second coming will be arriving soon, but NOT yet. how can someone of earthly birth, by a father and a mother, dare to proclaim himself to be a son of God? Jesus came down to earth via a virgin's womb. can any one do that? i'm sorry, let me rephrase that. can anyone do that?

pls dun go to the "Son of God" conference in Suntec hors.. pls.. i dun want any1 i know to go to the devil because of a false prophet. there's only one way to know God, and that is through salvation. i can lead you. pls let me speak to you if i have a chance.

father i pray for all my friends God. you have explicitly told us that false prophets will rise and attack the Christians. Lord i pray that we will defend our faith with all our might God. Lord let not my friends go to this conference God, and instead God, allow them to soften their hearts when you come knocking. God i pray for your salvation to rise, and to allow your presence to be so real in our midst. we need you more than ever. God i pray that you protect my friends from all blasphemy Lord. In Jesus' name, Amen.

...HaHa~IdioT

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What if everything in the world is free?
Tuesday, July 19, 2005

What if everything in the world is free?

What if everything in the world is free? Clearly it would seem impossible and ridiculous, but really, what if everything, everything in the world is free today? I'm talking about free cars, free petrol, free tee-shirts, free food, and we being all interdependent like we used to be.

I can even hear people mouthing signs of disbelief here, but won't it be a great hope? That the day you walk out you walk past a newspaper stand, you purchase a newspaper for naught, and then you get on a bus, which does not require any money at all, to where your workplace is, and then work there. When you get back you will have a free dinner done by your other half which does not cost anything to make the dishes at the first place? It would be a more valuable world in the free society if you would ask me. It creates less craving for more power by money, and eliminates the greed factor. I mean, what goes in will come out. What you reap you will sow. You work hard at a clerical position all day for other people, and the input given to you is inexpressible. Free clothes, free lodging, free electricity, free computers, because of your input to the society. Of course you'll work for no money too, because you don't need any money to purchase anything at the first place. There would also be no corruption as there would be nothing to be corrupted by at the first place. We can eliminate the recurring evil of the greed of money. How pleasant. It's a world where everyone helps everyone to do their business together in harmony without the stress of how much money we can make and the comparison between the rich and the poor.

However, it brings us back to how would we use this new found freedom of not being bound by the lack of money. Would we ever need to steal or rob again? Would we squander the food, by gobbling it all up? Would we purposely leave our computers on the whole day, using up all the electricity and if it spoils we can get a new one for free? Would we? Would we? There are certainly infinite possibilities that we can misuse this freedom. We need to have integrity and moral values, which is not prevalent in our society today. We want to get things for discounts, for slashed prices, but we refuse to even get the proper treatment to people who need it. It's a selfish world out there, all impinging on the fact of the less money used the better. That is why we need a method that has been thoroughly tested and proven effective to combat these degradation of these moral values and to help each other better. What can it be?

Money.

...HaHa~IdioT

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Part 3

He saw her. As Endel peered through his glasses towards the radiant beauty, he can only feel one thing. Something churning so deeply and rushing towards his head. He went giddy with relief when he saw Selphie. It was the time of reckoning. He walked up to her.

She did not know what to do. Where was her heart at? Who did it really belong to? Was it Endel? The man who had only given her good times and had never gotten angry with her no matter her wails and rants? Or was it her husband? She was so confused. Looking at Endel’s beaming face, she had no idea how to react. Then she had made up her mind.

As Endel reached out to hold her in his arms, Selphie pushed them away. He was shell-shocked. Not only had he failed, he had lost one of his best friends. He started to prepare his "nice guy" speech when she suddenly said, "I love you too." His heart skipped a beat. His mind going in disarray with incontrollable joy. But she continued.

"I love you too," she had replied, " but I can't be together with you right now. I have to talk with my husband to see what can we do to salvage the marriage first. If all else fails, then we shall arrange for a divorce. I don't want to be labeled as a adulteress." When she had finished, she felt a huge weight lifted off her mind, like a gunny sack being punctured. She then hugged him, and went home.

He was so overjoyed that he would have agreed to anything. He was not the type where girls would flock to him. But now, his light of the world had said she loved him, it was wings on feet onward to heaven. He happily skipped home, singing 'Accidentally in love' en route.

She went home, trying to piece her "speech" on how to go about talking about reviving about the marriage when half of her wanted it to end. However, her fear of being labeled as an adulteress pushed her to have this talk. She walked up to the door, and entered...

...HaHa~IdioT

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Part 2

He couldn't find her, lost her within the entrails of the oncoming onslaught of humans, all bent on the idea of making him lose her. He's not going to lose her, he's not going to lose her... ever since he knew he had fathomed this chance of telling her, of letting her know what he had kept within him for too long. Oh, his heart was bursting out with anticipation on the thought of her accepting him...

She watched him run out of the deli, looking around frantically, and then running in the opposite direction. She could not show her feeling there and then. She could not break his heart, not when she had not thought the whole matter through yet. She walked down the pavement towards her hairdresser, kicking stones as she walked past. She was confused. Very. How could her confidante fall in love with her? However being with him was so right. She could go to the deepest place in her heart where there was no shame, no deceit, no discouragement. He had stuck with her for so long, whilst listening to her wails and rants, listening ever so patiently.

Where was she? She could not have ran that far out. He looked around from a sight of her long bouncing hair locks. He could not find any. Had she known? Was he too conspicuous already? Did she want to find him? She had to be finding him, or not how else would he not find her?

She is worried for him. If he sets his mind on doing something, most of the time he will have very high hopes for the outcome. This was no exception, she knew. She knew no matter what she had to say she would be the one to break his heart. But she had not thought it through yet. Had she loved him? Did she reject her marriage so much that she had given her heart to him?

Then Endel saw Selphie.

...HaHa~IdioT

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

part 2 is coming soon, i promise, lets see whether my com will get locked or not first.. :)

...HaHa~IdioT

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Part 1

He saw her. A glimmer of hope surged within his sorrowful heart. The innocence, the sweetness, the heartwarming, the love, he felt. He was entranced, engrossed with her. How come he never felt it sooner? How did he not see it coming? She's only this close, but yet he could not fathom a relationship with her. Oh how his heart aches with sorrow, and guilt for the whole situation, but the love does surpass all boundaries.

She needed a break from her over-assertive husband, whom she had because of an stupid idea. She had not known why she had to tolerate these incessant rants. She was still young, but falling into an engagement had not worked any wonders for her at all. She obviously had a confidant, but how is he going to make matters any better for her now? The only time she felt happy was that he was with her, not the husband. Is this how it is? Thinking other people is better because she is married?

He looked at her hand. How much would he give for him to hold it in his own. But she was busy talking about her husband's new exploits in his way of abusing her. He enquired why she had not left him yet. She struggled with that question and soon changed it to something other subject. How his hand longed to reach out to touch her. How smooth can her skin be? But she's attached, she's attached...

She was entailed in her own story of the recent argument albeit exaggerating. She was happy with him, where she does not need to put on an act that she was always wrong. She was able to express her true self to one of her closest friends. But something was strange. He was looking at her differently. She could see his hand inching back and forth. He was sweating in an air-conditioned place. He was fit enough to avoid that phenomenon. These are the exact symptoms when talking about his crushes! Only that he was not talking! Had he? Or hadn't he?

He knew if he should tell her. If not, he might never have a chance to talk to her again. He told her to work things out with her husband, but his heart was crying out a different message altogether. He thought it was for the best. She left, saying that she had another appointment with her hair dresser. As she exited the coffeehouse with her already perfect hair blown against her flawless face, he knew what he had to do. He stood up, and ran...

hahax.. i dun wanna continue cause i want you all people out there to give me tips on how to continue! will he meet her? will she accept? what will happen next? its all up to you and you alone(that is, unless no one else give suggestions i would have to go do it myself... hehe) hahax.. Part 2 is all in your hands!! hahax.. oh and the special thanks i will leave it till i finish the story.. hehes.. give me all your pointers on the taggie boardie too!! hees.. and also comment on my new blog skin! i find it real nice and coupled with this story, it totally rules man!! *smiles*

...HaHa~IdioT

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